Reason

I've been drinking 3 days in a row that i lost track of time..
I've been going through so much shit i don't think i have the strength to crawl anymore..
I've been slacking in so many things which i'm supposed to move in..
I've been turning down my responsibilities as a son..
I've been dying to see your face everyday till i don't remember how it looks like anymore..
I've been trying to hold on to a thin thread of hope in which that keeps me standing..
but i don't think that i can hold on any much longer..
because your the reason which keeps me up at night....