love is all around you..

coz i feel it in my fingers.. i feel it in my toes.. blah blah blah.. YaY.. i dont know why i feel so cheerful and gay today.. but somehow.. i find that feeling cheerful and gay.. really makes my day.. actually i have ntg to write about.. forgive me for my non inspiring post.. its really just a reflection of just how i feel.. i gotta go.. EAT CHOW!

hmmmmm

okok enough shit talk already.. lets get down to some serious business.. ive been getting lots of cirticism lately about who i look like.. some might say i look like jay leno.. some might look like jack black.. i dun even know which one is close.. i'll leave u to decide that.. shall we.. hmmmmm

is it him?

or is it him?

Things wont always turn out the way u wan em to be..

i've found it hard time and time again to make things right but sometimes it just doesnt work.. u try hard and things just turn out even worse.. and when u dont try u feel there's smth wrong and u just cant help it but want to try.. and that someone doesnt even try at all.. its hard la... i was having a chat with a friend last night.. and things dont actually seem good even tho they say it is.. sometimes u can just see thru someone and know that things aren't so good.. everyone can see thru me like a transparent glass.. all my close frens can tell if there's smth going wrong.. and actually things have been going wrong for me for a few months now and i just can't fix it.. times change and u find there isn't actually much u can do about it..

if u really love someone so much.. ure so scared of letting go because ure unsure what the outcome will be in the end.. is that really love? or is it fear? to be honest i dun really know.. its true u'll always have ure ups and downs in ure relationship but what happens if things just become stale.. things become wierd all of a sudden and.. of course u wanna find out whats the problem.. but there's no answer to it.. you'll feel all insecure.. anxious.. curious all at the same time and its not a good feeling to have..

sometimes i feel like giving up on everything but is it really worth giving up just because u feel like shit.. no right? im holding on for dear life.. hoping that day would come.. but i know it aint gonna come anymore coz things aren't the way it used to be anymore..

ohh myy ohh myyy..

on a boring thurs night.. u play taiti/Big2.. and loser drinks a cup of chivas with coke la.. ok la not so bad la.. but then u know how much i hate chivas.. luckily i din lose 5 times straight in a row.. or i wont be able to go home..

bert the major loser.. lost 3 times.. so he had to down it 3 times.. keng man.. JACK U DIN ONE GO AT ALL.. Loser..

oh shit.. i look like a mofo gay ass shit.. my bad.. a sexy homosexual little cute boy.. HAHA LOOK AT BERT!

the three kuchingians.. staying true to kuching.. not leaving.. yet?~

damn streamyx

ive been trying to post for quite some time now.. but my pics wont upload.. due to i dunno whatever reason.. but really now streamyx is getting on my nerves.. sorry for complaining.. sometimes its fine.. really good.. fast.. and sometimes u can just wait there for like minutes.. like for at least a pic to show.. my goodness.. if the connection was good at home or at my office.. id at least have 5 posts up by now.. but since it aint so good.. im sorry.. PiaK(smack) my comp also no use.. call streamyx ask them make the connection faster issit.. send more bytes.. grrrrRRrrrr.. i cant even log on to my msn now.. wads this.. never ever had this prob b4..

phone call.. gotta get that...

time after time..

There she goes.. there she goes again.. my fat sexy dancing piggy has gone back to nilai.. which is quite good la.. not so much clubbing anymore.. but then again is also bad la.. i love clubbing also.. hmmmm.. sorry haven't been updating lately.. i really apologize.. more things to do in reality ya know.. life is too short.. don ya think? life expectancy 50 - 70 maybe nowadays.. depending.. ive been having a bad cough.. so bad that i need to cough to breathe normally.. i guess its just phlegm stuck in my windpipes.. but really.. stopped me from smoking.. i hope i can continue on without fags.. altho its tempting.. health's important.. sighs.. im working now.. i got a few pics to post.. i'll post em when i get home tonight or probably when im more free.. chiao ppl..