i've found it hard time and time again to make things right but sometimes it just doesnt work.. u try hard and things just turn out even worse.. and when u dont try u feel there's smth wrong and u just cant help it but want to try.. and that someone doesnt even try at all.. its hard la... i was having a chat with a friend last night.. and things dont actually seem good even tho they say it is.. sometimes u can just see thru someone and know that things aren't so good.. everyone can see thru me like a transparent glass.. all my close frens can tell if there's smth going wrong.. and actually things have been going wrong for me for a few months now and i just can't fix it.. times change and u find there isn't actually much u can do about it..
if u really love someone so much.. ure so scared of letting go because ure unsure what the outcome will be in the end.. is that really love? or is it fear? to be honest i dun really know.. its true u'll always have ure ups and downs in ure relationship but what happens if things just become stale.. things become wierd all of a sudden and.. of course u wanna find out whats the problem.. but there's no answer to it.. you'll feel all insecure.. anxious.. curious all at the same time and its not a good feeling to have..
sometimes i feel like giving up on everything but is it really worth giving up just because u feel like shit.. no right? im holding on for dear life.. hoping that day would come.. but i know it aint gonna come anymore coz things aren't the way it used to be anymore..
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