im sitting here..

all alone.. well not alone.. annzian sleeping in my office.. wierd huh.. need to clean up my office.. grrRrrr.. messy.. im tired and feeling weak.. sheila's not here.. and im not getting enough sleep at night.. woke up like friggin early today coz i had to open my shop..

have u guys ever thought bout.. what if.. u had the right person in ure hands.. n u let them go coz for some reason.. and in the end u never got back with that person.. but she/he was the right one.. i always think of that.. always.. im scared of letting go.. coz id never know whether she will come back to me.. its always scary but.. since now when ure holding to someone u love.. dun let them go.. dun take them fer granted.. u might never get them back.. just a thought ppl~

every night b4 i sleep i roll around.. thinking and thinking.. thats what makes me cant sleep.. its gets me thinking so far.. and in the morning i wake up.. i couldnt remember a thing of what i thought about last night unless it was smth i really wanted to remember or do.. but i know i always think about sheila b4 i sleep.. the thought of her makes me calm and happy.. but some thoughts of her makes me insecure and worried.. GRahhHHh~

i need to make a phone call ppl~

ill blog bout smth interesting when i think of it... chiaos~