how long has it been?

a month and 2 days.. to some people it'll feel like a short time.. but to me it felt like time was torturing me.. slowly.. im so glad in just a weeks time i'll be with her.. my frens tell me why.. why is ure blog all about sheila.. its not easy forgetting someone u love so much.. imagine a year.. of seeing each other everyday without fail.. and suddenly she leaves on such a short notice.. it felt like smth inside u ripped apart.. she was my life for that whole year.. i've never been so much happier.. ^_^ im just so happy there's only a week left.. and i get ta see her.. so.. guys.. gals.. don take ure loved ones fer granted.. never do.. cherish every moment ya have.. once u get into this position.. ull feel much worse trust me.. people who are doing long distance would know wad im going thru.. ;) down to this ppl.. life makes sense only when u have found that reason fer living for.. ive thought about so much stuff.. and only now i realize.. there are so many reasons for living.. but this world isnt just all nice and cute.. it also has its cruel bitter sweet sides.. i never know.. things can change in a click of a finger.. hope for the best.. expect the worst..