Friday, February 22, 2008

Slowing timeeee d o w n..........

u know how sometimes u just get the feeling dat ur invisible when ur feeling extra observant?? time jus seems to slow down around u n u cant help but notice every single small detail around you... it feels like every1's rushing about and busy wif their own business while ur taking ur time absorbing everything dats happening around u....

well, i got dat feeling yesterday when i was walking through the carpark of my uni.... (try to picture things happening in slow motion =p) from far i could see sumbodys car had been sprayed wif snow paint n had balloons hanging around it.... then i noticed the smile on the birthday gals face as she walked towards her car..... her face was glowing n her frens had dat super excited face on..... then they started shouting birthday wishes to her n stuff..... on a normal day i wudve jus looked at it then jus forget abt it.... but i haf no idea y time seemed to slow down n i started to notice every single detail.... jus lookin at those happy faces gave me the warm feeling in my heart as i rmbr the small lil things dat ppl haf done for me to make me happy.....

then i walked a few metres away wif a light feeling in my heart when suddenly i heard sum shouts in between sobs n tears..... i turned my glance towards the direction of the sound..... "y dont u jus get out!!! OUTTT!!!!!" (between sobs n sniffs of anger) a girl was screaming at her boyfriend (im guessing) in the car.... he was holding her hands down as she struggled in his grip.... he had dis look of guilt and sadness on his face..... she jus kept screaming "GET OUT!!" while sobbing uncontrollably.....

suddenly all the light-heartedness in my heart evaporated leaving an emptiness inside that was longing to be filled..... i couldnt help but watch wad was going on in their car...... made me sad, reli sad...... i haf no idea why suddenly time jus slowed down for me..... its as if i was watching a movie or smth..... i tink dis all happened in a span of the most 2 minutes.... but its still so clear in my mind..... its pretty coincidental dat such a happy thing and such a sad thing can be happening jus metres away from each other..... and i get to see two extremes of human emotion..... hmmmmmm i jus found it reli interesting.... jus like those music videos where the singer sings n walks around town while ppl go thru their daily life emotions in slow motion.... know wad i mean??? hehe


anywayz SIMONS in KL!!!! hehe went to pick him from kl central yest..... its so different picking him up in kl..... dunno why..... its good to haf u here simey =D heres sum pics from our supper at O.U.G.....
does he look like me?? got ppl say we look like brothers =p do we??

kuching's prettiest gal aka cutiee

mr. bakkie

dats all folks..... jus had 3 quizzes.... all went pretty well.... so i guess im off to a pretty good start here... hopefully can improve on it as it goes along.... i hope u all haf a great weekend.... =D

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