Inspirations

She had been hurt before.

He knew that.

He had been hurt too.

But all he could think about this time was how to avoid hurting her.

So much so that he became vulnerable.

To him she was different.

She was a risk worth taking.

But as she walked away from him that night,

he made a vow to lock his heart up.

Where nobody would feel its beat again.

That is, if he could piece the broken pieces together again.



HAHA inspiration from rancous.blogspot.com

the above is a style of writing dat has become synonymous to dat blog..... wana read more stuff lidat go visit andrew leongs blog.... sum of them are reli creative, like the one titled coloursareirrelevant.... i reli hope ur writing for the fun of it and not cause u reli feel lidat, andrew, because

i know u've seen it b4 but i like dis =p

anyways simon left KL today.... every1s gone their separate ways again... last nite we went asia cafe..... again....... to play foosball.... if u haf no idea wad foosball is, dis is it.....

well jason, fuzzie cuzzie, simon n i were jus playin among ourselves n having fun.... if u know us well enough, u'll know dat i SUCK in foosball, n the rest of them are much much much much better than me.... bck to the story, we were playing when these 2 guys who were pretty good in foosball came n challenged us.... i was bored so i sed i'll play wif them..... so simon sed " DO THIS" haha nvm not funny.... he actually sed we jus play wif them for fun la..... since im so lousy we sure lose wan..... but guess wad???? WE WON!!! and i scored 1 goal n simon scored 4.... WOW!!! we were reli lucky la but a win is still a win.... dat was my 1st ever win in foosball against random challengers =D so i gotta blog abt it..... will dis sweet taste of victory inspire me to pick up foosball seriously??? hu knows?? =p inspirations...

Slowing timeeee d o w n..........

u know how sometimes u just get the feeling dat ur invisible when ur feeling extra observant?? time jus seems to slow down around u n u cant help but notice every single small detail around you... it feels like every1's rushing about and busy wif their own business while ur taking ur time absorbing everything dats happening around u....

well, i got dat feeling yesterday when i was walking through the carpark of my uni.... (try to picture things happening in slow motion =p) from far i could see sumbodys car had been sprayed wif snow paint n had balloons hanging around it.... then i noticed the smile on the birthday gals face as she walked towards her car..... her face was glowing n her frens had dat super excited face on..... then they started shouting birthday wishes to her n stuff..... on a normal day i wudve jus looked at it then jus forget abt it.... but i haf no idea y time seemed to slow down n i started to notice every single detail.... jus lookin at those happy faces gave me the warm feeling in my heart as i rmbr the small lil things dat ppl haf done for me to make me happy.....

then i walked a few metres away wif a light feeling in my heart when suddenly i heard sum shouts in between sobs n tears..... i turned my glance towards the direction of the sound..... "y dont u jus get out!!! OUTTT!!!!!" (between sobs n sniffs of anger) a girl was screaming at her boyfriend (im guessing) in the car.... he was holding her hands down as she struggled in his grip.... he had dis look of guilt and sadness on his face..... she jus kept screaming "GET OUT!!" while sobbing uncontrollably.....

suddenly all the light-heartedness in my heart evaporated leaving an emptiness inside that was longing to be filled..... i couldnt help but watch wad was going on in their car...... made me sad, reli sad...... i haf no idea why suddenly time jus slowed down for me..... its as if i was watching a movie or smth..... i tink dis all happened in a span of the most 2 minutes.... but its still so clear in my mind..... its pretty coincidental dat such a happy thing and such a sad thing can be happening jus metres away from each other..... and i get to see two extremes of human emotion..... hmmmmmm i jus found it reli interesting.... jus like those music videos where the singer sings n walks around town while ppl go thru their daily life emotions in slow motion.... know wad i mean??? hehe


anywayz SIMONS in KL!!!! hehe went to pick him from kl central yest..... its so different picking him up in kl..... dunno why..... its good to haf u here simey =D heres sum pics from our supper at O.U.G.....

does he look like me?? got ppl say we look like brothers =p do we??

kuching's prettiest gal aka cutiee

mr. bakkie

dats all folks..... jus had 3 quizzes.... all went pretty well.... so i guess im off to a pretty good start here... hopefully can improve on it as it goes along.... i hope u all haf a great weekend.... =D

Heavenly Hands

if u dont know nuts abt mahjong jus stop reading right abooouuuttt................

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NOW!!!!

i got heavenly hands today...... was visiting a frens place n playing mahjong today when i got it...... jus had to blog abt it..... its too rare.....

me n my heavenly hand

closer up view of my heavenly hand

wad is a heavenly hand???? its a hand where the banker is able to declare "game" with the dealt hand..... in other words jus open all ur cards..... arrange arrange.... then..... EH?? CAN GAME LER!!! but theres 2 jokers in there so yea.... BUT STILL??? the chances are omos zero....


i was jus tinking abt the brief history of shermianieboo.blogspot.com's frequently featured people and was tinking of having a new addition to dis exclusive family =p theres.....

FUZZIE CUZZIE

&

KUNNIE PUNNIE

well was tinking of adding sum1 new to the family... sum1 dat wud bring a new perspective to dis family...... and he/she wud be calld ***NIE ***NIE....... ahah im still in the approval process tho i haf a lot of ideas on how to poke fun at him/her hehe

if i manage to get his/her approval =D

wakakaka u know hu u are!!!

Anywhere Is Possible.....

went to watch jumper on thurday nite-valentines day nite, wif my twin, kuchings prettiest gal, che wee n bak..... watchd at mid valley......

went over to mv at ard 8 smth..... the rest were already there shoppin..... ate dinner there alone while waitin for twin n bak to come meet me..... they took so long....... feel so lonely eating dinner by myself while so many damn couples keep walking past me..... ISH..... summore got sum wear matching clothes n stuff...... its like purposely wanna kek me lidat haha.....

the movie was alrite i guess..... effects n the ideas of the movie were very interesting..... but the story line cud haf been much much better...... dats the onli bad part of the movie, the storyline..... theres jus not enuf emotions involved when building up the story n at the climax of it...... know wad i mean?? and the relationships between characters arent portrayed fully....... its like suddenly dis happens n dat happens.....

after watching dis movie u'll seriously wish u cud teleport..... u might even dream about teleporting in ur sleep haha
overall dis movie is recommended la.... its more than worth watching it..... so go watch it to make ur imagination run wild wif teleporting abilities =D

anywayz goodbye to all those ppl dat haf left n hu are leaving soon..... prob wont see u guys for a year =( i'll miss u guys a lot...... the times spent together dis hols will owes be rmbred.... memories painted into the year-end of 2007 will be recorded down here, in dis blog

there was the dark moment of the hols..... the lundu tragedy...... plz take a moment to rmbr the victims....
the ah peks accident....
the dinner at banquet...
the sematan trip....
new years eve.... din blog abt it...
the big reunion/primary 2 nite at Dn's place...... I CANT BELIF I DIN BLOG ABT IT!!!!!
the countless dota sessions, poker sessions, movies, karaoke, futsal, bball (not for me tho) n jus hanging out at sherms/brambos place =D
and of course CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

heres sum random pics from hols for ur viewing pleasure....

at hospital

kek cute boy posing wif ah pek n his snacks

the power is in ur hands

nothing to say

long caveman hair when jus come bck hehe

kek cute boy wif the hairstyle he was forced to cut


zzz in sematan

dunno wads going on

late nite supper at siang siang

illiterate ppl

sum of us haf left sum haven.... to those dat haf left dy, good luck man n take care.....

good bye gordon

good bye brambo

good bye jack

good bye lik hui
haha sori lik got mixed up wif both pics =p

missing everybody....
cant wait for hols to come again =D
onli can tink of u guys when i blog.....
now if onli i had teleporting abilities like those in jumper.... hmmmmmmm =p
IF ONLI

ESH!

SorrY.. Me Biggest Apologies for not posting for some time.. I haven't been busy.. i haven't been lazy.. I just don't wanna blog.. no reason..

A Verry Harpi Chinese New Year to all you readers out there.. especially to my friends.. you know who you are.. XD Gong Xi Fa Chai~

McJJ & I wants to wish u a Happeh CnY.

Ms Tsingtao & i wishes u all a HappY CnY as well.. and Happy Valentines to all!!

MuhAuha~! Roger & I Wish u happy DrinKIng!

gAh i got no more pics to post.. i NEED DEANNE TO SEND ME PICS! DEANNE TAN IF YOU READ MY BLOG.. please rescue me from the depths of no camerism..

Thats it for now i guess.. all done..

Happy Valentines Day!!!

happy valentines day to everybody.... hope u all haf a great day n good luck for those dat are gonna spend special moments wif their special someone..... for those dat arent, i wish u the best of luck in ur future love life...... i dont haf any special someone to spend my valentines day wif so im gonna share my love wif all my readers =D

happy valentines day everybody! =D

heres a poem i tink is reli reli sweet, so im sharing it wif all of u..... i din write it, i wish i cud write lidat tho =) hope u guys like it

Is it really love?
or is it just a passing feeling
am I not convinced?
a bit uncertain of the feeling

Is it the way you make me feel?
so warm with joy and laughter
or could it be the happiness
from moments spent together

The lasting bliss, the kiss I miss,
The sweetest thoughts without a touch
The heart that hurts and bears a scar
thinking how far away you are

You're on my mind most of the day
And at night I go to bed and pray
An angel soft and gentle as you
Would make my sweetest dreams come true

Thinking about you alone or in class
Writing your name on my bathroom window glass
Wishing you were here
To love hold and care
Wishing I had you with me
To cherish and to stare

Into your soft and beautiful eyes
As we both travel to the skies
And mingle with the stars above
But is it really love?

i like the part abt "writing your name on my bathroom window glass" i dont do dat but i tink dat sounded reli sweet =p
reli dont haf much to blog about lately..... plenty of quizzes nxt week...... cant wait for it =D

HAPPY CNY!!!

1st of all........ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & GONG XI FA CHAI!!!!!! to all my readers
its the year of the MOUSE!!!!
ok not funny -_-" heheh
if ur looking for feng shui tips or sum advice watsoever during dis year of the rat, u better look for mr sherman coz he's the expert in dat =p u can visit him at office hours at World of Feng Shui... its one of the shophouses opposite Sarawak Plaza nxt to Italianos restaurant.....

sori for not blogging for 1 week..... its jus dat im reli bz in kch.... wanna make full use of my time bck home n spend it wif all the ppl i wont see for a long time...... boohooo makes me a lil emo when i tink abt it....

my cny bck home was fun n typical of every years cny, jus dat dis year luck seems to be on my side =D its not dat i was super lucky or wad but dat there was jus enuf luck to make me happy =D eg. getting a 1 door straight on the river (if ur not a poker player go learn how to play then u'll understand)
summary of my cny.....
new yrs eve - reunion wif family then went brambos place to play fireworks =D beautiful but erm veri not environmental friendly as shown by the few hours of haziness after, visibility was onli abt 50m at the airport flyover..... dont know how many "no cheng tao" (2000 head) we lit dat night.... brambo seemd to haf an endless supply of it....

green fireworks

golden fireworks

mixture of both XD

heres a short video of the fireworks i tink is most unique..... notice how the fireworks seems to go crazy n jus chase each other =p of course it looks better in real life..... another one i like was the meteor shower wan but din get a video of it..... i wonder hus the sakai person going WHOA!!! in the bckground haha

the rest of the cny days - jus went visiting n gambling n visiting n gambling =D playd omos every possible gambling game heheh but i din even touch any alco dis yr, so kuai arr...... nothing much to blog about cny..... my comp cant read the dvd wif all the cny pics dat dn burned for me so cant upload any nice pics =( how sad..... the following pic is smth diff dat happend dis cny..... shermans holding barney's pet python man.... cant reli see properly wif the light shining in the bckground..... i jus realised how scared i am of snakes..... din even dare to touch it when everybody was getting a feel of it..... urgh

sherman holding the python... dats simes hand touching it
greedy fuzzie cuzzie eating bak kua
dis pic is here so he wont complain abt dis post hehe

well i guess dats all for the cny post =D its bck to work for everybody.... classes to attend asgnments to complete...... everybody goin bck to their respective places..... not gonna c most of u for omos a year Boohoo!! well best of luck to all those goin bck n starting a new semester n HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!!!! wishing all a prosperous year ahead..... signing off on chu wu-fifth day of new yr.... ian

Bye kunniepunnie!!

kunniepunnie left kuching yesterday.... NOO!!!! oh wells dats jus life, we grow up, we move on..... kunniepunnie is shermianieboo.blogspot.com's most frequently featured person...... if ur a regular reader, u'll know how he looks like and u'll probably know dat he enjoys being frequently featured on my blog even tho i owes poke fun at him eg the umbrella post heheh

kunniepunnie and me

the regular kch gang for 2nd half of 2007

lik n fuzziecuzzie foolin ard at airport

group pic b4 he left

hes goin melbourne to start sum course in hospitality management i tink..... yea dats it..... i wish u all the best my brother.... and i know u'll be successful in the future..... dont ever let urself be affected by wad other ppl say to u..... i'll miss u and so will all the rest of us..... i'll miss all the times we were in ah ti together.... the times we tekkened the night away..... the times u cheered me up without even knowing u did haha.....
ok enuf of him....

its great to be bck for cny break even tho dis will be the shortest cny i'll ever celebrate coz im goin bck on fourth day of cny.... still haven been to the spring yet.....
anywayz heres a question for ppl who know hokkien.... is there a pure hokkien word for sorry?? mandarin its "dui bu chi" canton got "dui em jue"..... i was tryin to tink of one but i failed to come up wif anythin.... anyone knows? hmmmmm


MOVIE REVIEW: RAMBO 4
went to watch rambo 4 last nite..... it was alrite i guess..... lotsa action dat keeps you on the edge of your seat throughout the movie..... a bit too much killing..... wait.... TOOOOOOOOOO much..... i read a movie review where they counted the total killings and averaged it out..... the movie averages 2.59 deaths per minute.... my goodness so much.... its pretty violent..... normal storyline plenty of action... dats how i'll sum it up.....
while watching the movie.... rambo kept reminding me of sum1 i know.... he's reli like rambo, physically onli not character wise heheh even the facial features..... he's none other than mr. brandon sia.....

so i made a mental note to myself dat sez if i ever become a movie director in the future i will definitely make a movie about him.... the poster would look sumthin liddis heheh =p

haf a great week everybody!!!! CNY is jus around the corner..... YIPPEE!! YAY!!

what if i wanted?

Looking back at me i see that i really never got it right..
What i really meant to say.. is I'm sorry for the way i am..
I never meant to be so Cold..