Friday, April 28, 2006

Exhaustion...

what a tiring day... after this gym session fer me.. i feel like a heavy brick.. that means im not working out often.. need to get used to it again.. sighs.. i hate it when i tell myself.. ok.. must go gym next week.. and in the end.. i'll end up being lazy or tired etc etc.. which in the first place might as well not go.. wasting time and effort..

Despite all i went through today.. emotionally and physically.. i feel so empty.. weak.. needs gettin used to.. its only been 7 hours 50 minutes since i last saw sheila.. n i miss her like hell.. lookin through photos just makes me want her back in kuching.. GRrRrRrr... long distance is just so.. wAhHAa.. long distance.. no touching.. no kissing.. no "i pick you up, we go eat".. no "ey.. bored la.. let's go out"... sighs.. none of that.. i havent even seen her online yet.. *soBs* *sniffs* i think i'll take a shower and go T1 to keep my mind off the sadness.. ChiaO~