Ever Had A Unforgettable Happy Moment?

Yeah everyone has a sad moment and a happy moment.. dont u wish u could stay in that happy moment all the time.. well i know it's not possible.. my only happy moment is when im with you sheila... its unforgettable and every moment with you is like smiles and laughter... and I know you cant be here by my side everyday.. it feels like time passes so slow.. yet i wait for that day that i can see you again.. seriously days feel like months, hours feel like days, minutes feel like hours... That hope for me to see you again is my motivation, that is what's keeping me going...

YeahHhh!

Well... after a terrible night of dota for us.. we had already planned to hang around my place.. and guess wad we brought along~

We had Baileys, Vodka, Bacardi, Johnnie Walker and the king of kings Copial Tuak...

Jackson.. Steve.. jack's uncle Francis and me.. we all were just talking and crapping till suddenly i remembered a game that i learnt in KL.. called "Ukui Ukui Tiao" AHhAHha sounds funny.. and the game goes when the host has to say the word and then put out a finger, the people with the same finger as the host has to drink.. woOooo.. it was a fast game.. and the outcome was this..

Jack was almost gone...

Heard from Jack Francis puked relentlessly..

I was sort of drowning in a Sespool of Vodka, Baileys and Bacardi all at once.. and i couldn't even stand straight..

Stevey Steve... he died on the spot..

Exhaustion...

what a tiring day... after this gym session fer me.. i feel like a heavy brick.. that means im not working out often.. need to get used to it again.. sighs.. i hate it when i tell myself.. ok.. must go gym next week.. and in the end.. i'll end up being lazy or tired etc etc.. which in the first place might as well not go.. wasting time and effort..

Despite all i went through today.. emotionally and physically.. i feel so empty.. weak.. needs gettin used to.. its only been 7 hours 50 minutes since i last saw sheila.. n i miss her like hell.. lookin through photos just makes me want her back in kuching.. GRrRrRrr... long distance is just so.. wAhHAa.. long distance.. no touching.. no kissing.. no "i pick you up, we go eat".. no "ey.. bored la.. let's go out"... sighs.. none of that.. i havent even seen her online yet.. *soBs* *sniffs* i think i'll take a shower and go T1 to keep my mind off the sadness.. ChiaO~

This Is Just One Of Those Days...

HeY everyone... im starting a new blog again.. since multiply ain't so good.. so here's my first entry... it's already been a sad and exhausting day fer me.. woke up quite early to bring my darling sheila fer breakfast... for those of u who dont know who sheila is.. this pretty girl right here.. now she's gone off to nilai which is in Negeri Sembilan to study at inti... its just sad that u see this girl everyday for a whole year, and suddenly she has to leave to another state to study.. i know there are worst cases.. but its just like some part of you is missing once she left.. altho i know i can see her again from time to time.. its ok la fer me.. altho i might feel down at times.. wish you all the best sheila.. thanks everyone for sending her off..

For those of u who dont know me or havent seen me b4.. this is me... HEHE =D

need ta get used to blogspot... quite different.. hehHEhe.. anyways.. chiao~